| Check out my Youtube channel. :) Tell me what you think
www.youtube.com/user/goodmorningsunrise
I put up some videos of me singing and playing piano. :)
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| Please go watch this and comment. Anna and I made this the other day. We're hoping it makes us famous haha. :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QR4oeeo5UyI
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| I realized that I haven't blogged in a long time. My mom says that some bloggers make up to $100,000 a year just from blogging. Maybe I should kick this up a notch and start making some money. Everyone is vlogging now. I find myself watching those more than actually reading what people have to say. Actually..I haven't really read anything in a long time. I used to read tons and tons of books, but I just realized I don't even remember the last time I read fully through a book. I'm starting this Bible reading plan with Joshua. I love it. I've always had a hard time reading the Bible. Either I get distracted and start thinking of other things or I have to read the same thing over and over again and eventually give up because I'm frustrated. Using The Message version of the Bible has helped so much. I find myself getting excited to read and wanting to keep reading once I start. I've always wanted to have that desire to read more and more of God's word, and now I have it. It's pretty awesome. I'm amazed at how God is working in Josh's life. I've been praying so much for him that I really haven't been praying for myself. I kind of feel like we've started down this road and Josh has just taken off and he's way down the road. I'm still just starting. I wish things came easier for me. I want to be on fire for God like I used to be, I don't understand why it's not something I can just turn on. I want it and I believe it, why isn't it happening? I don't want to be left behind. For goodness sake, Joshua is in the middle of the desert and is feeling God move in his life. I'm here with plenty of people and ministry opportunities around me and I'm praising God for moving in his life. I'm ready for my change! Come on God, bring it on! It's times like these when I wish I had Club Beyond to go to, or Vida to help with. I haven't had a spiritual refreshness in a long time. I need that weekend retreat or revival service to pump me up again. I just need it. I miss the feeling of being so on fire for God that nothing else mattered. All my stress went away. A couple years ago I felt God tugging on my heart to go into youth ministry. I was so blessed by helping lead Club Beyond. I just don't really have the opportunity here. I can't lead a Sunday School at church, we don't even have anyone above the age of 4 other than my brother and sister. Maybe I'll check out Impact again on Kadena. Josh doesn't like going and probably won't like me going, but I feel that's what is missing in my life right now. Being an example and leader for middle school and high school kids. I need that fire back in my life. I love the Lord and want to share that with other people. We are called to share it and I feel that I'm called to share it to middle school and highschool students. One of the greatest feelings in the world is having a kid come to me and tell me "you know two years ago when you prayed with me for my parents? I never thanked you for that, you've been a great influence in my life, I just wanted to tell you that" I about cried. I didn't even remember praying with her, but the fact that I made an impact on her life was something I will never forget. God has seriously blessed me and I'm ready to give back to Him! I know I've done a lot of rambling, but its 0145 and I'm just about ready for bed. This is all for now. Love Peace and Chicken Grease, Erica |
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| I LOVE JOSHUA ALAN!! 
Seriously. More than anything in the whole world. |
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